apple tree....

blog after blog conceived from driving in the car...to and from....life. so many blogs...so many thoughts to harvest....

as a reminder.... 

it's my blog...I can say what I need to here.  free.  

at some point you may wake up and go......how did I get here?  

In this pet store....hesitating to buy dog food because you aren't sure if you'll make the 'right' decision....or worry about having to justify your decision to a human who is supposed to love you....not condemn you for trivial choices and decisions and preferences.

and that hurts.  it hurts your soul.  it hurts your reality.    it's a Mary J. Blige song kind of hurt.  

it is life...walking on eggshells... not triumphantly.....but delicately....always hesitating. 

at some point you wake up.....in a pet store....and 

say to yourself....

huh.  

now what?  

self respect....

and saying....

enough.  

enough by years.  

I'm having a party at base camp...

and i'm releasing the fear of buying the wrong dog food the micro for the macro.  

and this is the time to say to myself.  I love you...and I see you.  

and that is enough.

and that is why.....these blogs are about love.....peace and love.  so much love.  like a grenade of love.

love for yourself....

I'm all about the love.....and if this blog helped you realize something....

if you are stuck in a pet store wondering why you can't decide on dog food. I hope this reached you and helped you...

reach out to yourself. 

in the words of Erykah Badu, 

I work at pleasin' me cause I can't please you
And that's why I do what I do....

peace and love and healing.