so what'cha want?

picture it....picture your desires in your head...picture them in detail....walk around in that dream and feel what it feels like to be there...now....are you happy there?  yes...of course you are...

there...

you are welcome.


that is the first step.....step into your dream....act and feel as if you are there....indeed you will be.


but you gotta know what you want.  there's no half-assing this one. you gotta throw both cheeks into it.

:) it doesn't matter...how...or when....just do it.   give your dream a shape....feel it..sculpt it...define it in a way....a way that you can feel it and go there....


so whatcha want?    people want happiness...not just the kind of happiness that comes when you drink in something fleeting that makes you happy...but the kind of drunk happy that makes you feel you are swimming in an ocean of happy....

it's when the string of warm asylums are so frequent....it makes you feel true....deep happiness.

but wanting happiness....it way to...vague....you gotta give it some shape....and know what you want...and sometimes....recognizing what you DON'T want...gives shape and light...defining in a way...what you do want.  It's like...knowing you don't want to spend the rest of your life in antarctica....so....you know you want to live in Arcadia.....and sometimes...you don't give yourself enough room to dream...and say...damnit....I don't want to just....NOT live in Antarctica....but...  I WANT TO live in Utopia.....

and sometimes...you get bored with just....touching the reflection of stars in the pond....sometimes...you gotta look up and say.....

I'm going to touch a star.....

not just a reflection.

so....dream....

big.

if you don't dream big....you'll never get there....

I don't believe in stop signs....


...but like a dream I'm flowing without no stopping, 
sweeter than a cherry pie with ready whip topping going' from mic
to mic 

kickin' it wall to wall well I'll be calling out you people
like a casting call 
it's back when you're jacked in the back of a ride...

with your know with your flow when you're out getting by

believe me...what you see is what you get and you see me coming off

as you can bet...


(so what'cha want, Beastie Boys) 



peace...and love....and never stop....there are no stop signs in dreams....maybe there's....blinking traffic lights?  i have no idea what those mean....so, I just disregard....

play on.