a few things I want to mention....I might have a strawberry allergy....which sucks ass, also....that guy from the band Milky Chance....is awesome...I love his absolute - I don't give a flying fuck- expression on his face...
I've had so much buzzing around my head lately....and what's in my blog is probably something that bubbled up a few days ago...and today....
i'm just content....with things moving...and changing....and that...those feelings point to much...to lots of other things to say.... (and talk about our big move).
too much to write, can't even write it all down...
so much i have read lately about life...how sometimes we are stuck between old ways...and new directions....and when you are stuck there...with one foot on the dock and one on the boat...a foot on both sides...your butt sits in the water...
sometimes moving forward is scary.....
sometimes moving forward is scary.....
1. step forward....sometimes we don't know where we are going, but we know we must move forward...and that's ok... when you know that you want to go....but not sure what the path will lead you to...you just need to go...it's ok....just move forward...as little as that step is....just move forward.
2. questions and answers....and not everything is laid out for you....you don't know...that's ok...sometimes jumping into it and figuring it out on the way, is ok.
3. just go..... just walk- take a first step....just carry on and see what happens....is life supposed to just....be the same all the time?
like you look down the road 5 years and see yourself...and what you are doing....and it is all the same.... and the sameness made you grow and go- nowhere....and this influence that the sameness has on you- what has it inspired you to do? or be? or grow? or influence others?
like you look down the road 5 years and see yourself...and what you are doing....and it is all the same.... and the sameness made you grow and go- nowhere....and this influence that the sameness has on you- what has it inspired you to do? or be? or grow? or influence others?
it's the sameness...the beige-ness- the contentment with not doing a damn thing to strive for passion...that....sucks ass.
and then there was this thing....that I read, from a blog...crap, I don't remember where it was from, I think Trinitybox...I'll have to confirm this.
"painters are familiar with the discomfort of questions as they watch the development of their paintings. A problem that at first seems straight forward turns out to be protracted and bewildering. Each attempt to rectify it only results in further disintegration, leaving the artist feeling powerless and with no answer, and no apparent reason for the absence of an answer."
he further writes,
"For me there are moments when a painting suddenly and unexpectedly becomes whole and right...and these qualities seems neither affected by its shortcomings, nor justified by its virtues. This I believe is because there are principles in painting which are deeply embodied in the creative process. These principles are not easily explained or understood, and cannot be reduced to a set of rules...but they are perceptible and 'followable'.
and....
I think that....sometimes things suddenly and unexpectedly....just....become whole and right....as this guy says...
you know....because sometimes when something is whole and right....
it's ok to take steps towards it...
peace and love and moving...forward......
and then there was this thing....that I read, from a blog...crap, I don't remember where it was from, I think Trinitybox...I'll have to confirm this.
"painters are familiar with the discomfort of questions as they watch the development of their paintings. A problem that at first seems straight forward turns out to be protracted and bewildering. Each attempt to rectify it only results in further disintegration, leaving the artist feeling powerless and with no answer, and no apparent reason for the absence of an answer."
he further writes,
"For me there are moments when a painting suddenly and unexpectedly becomes whole and right...and these qualities seems neither affected by its shortcomings, nor justified by its virtues. This I believe is because there are principles in painting which are deeply embodied in the creative process. These principles are not easily explained or understood, and cannot be reduced to a set of rules...but they are perceptible and 'followable'.
and....
I think that....sometimes things suddenly and unexpectedly....just....become whole and right....as this guy says...
you know....because sometimes when something is whole and right....
it's ok to take steps towards it...
peace and love and moving...forward......
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