sometimes you need someone to tell you stuff about yourself...because....you really can't see the forest for the trees....
it's hard to see yourself for your own qualities.
Sometimes...I can see it. it almost scares me...it's so bright...but sometimes I can see my own light.
recently...someone once told me....i was one of their favorite people....and I hadn't even met them yet...I hadn't even had much interaction with them...they knew me through other people and only what they saw on FB.
But that is the impression you can make on someone.
Someone also told me-- that he needed to spend more time in his 3d world...and less in the 2d...meaning social media....being that social media is the only place he could actually find me and interact....pshhhhhh. that is a damn shame. I hate when people put rules on themselves. rules that don't actually mean a damn thing. And then? You miss out on people who can teach and show you shit... but that's the thing....if my friendship did not matter that much- to meet me where I am...then...
he just filtered himself out of my day. Which is good. Do not chase love or friendships.
reflect.
learn.
Like I have a friend...Cynthia...i can't even capture her fully in any words...so I won't try just now- she deserves her own full post.....but.....if I did not engage with her...I would not be who I am currently...right now. We send each other voice messages during the day....and then I feel like we are in the 3d world together.
(Hi. Cynthia...you may be reading this sometime...so thank you. Thanks for leaving an indelible mark on me)
as a reminder to myself...to lead with love...
I listen to:
Love, thy will be done.. (Martika)
Something just like this (Coldplay)
Sowing the Seeds of Love (Tears for Fears)
just a few songs that recharge me.
love...and light...and peace.
