gone!

I'm trying to figure out....why I've been using so much grey.... it's summer...and I'm just....dragging....and so tired of the school routine...and ready for some summer....

and we are moving.....

and recently it was really hard to breathe in my house...for reasons.....

and I'm ready to use some more color....i think....

and then, I heard this Cure song, that I hadn't in so long...and remembered....sometimes you have to have a grey period...and then...get gone...sometimes The Cure...is the only cure...
and sometimes,

wow, man....The Cure just pulls you deeper into a darker place....that's. well...you gotta know when to turn it off.....and switch to something that will take you off the ledge....right?  like....what.....maybe a Marley....or a Coldplay....but definitely not Morrissey....maybe a Morrison.

or just a happy Cure song....because there are a few..... :) like Mint Car.... that's a good one or even Love Cats.....

Cure, Gone,

oh, you know how it is,
wake up feeling blue,
and everything that could be wrong is,
including you,
black clouds and rain...pain in your head
and all you want to do is stay in bed
but if you do that you'll be missing the world...
because it doesn't stop turning whatever you heard

if you do that you'll be missing the world
you have to get up, get out, and get gone!

Yeah, you know how it is, wake up feeling green
sick as a dog and six times as mean,
you don't want to sing, you don't want to play
you don't want to swing, you don't want to sway,

all you do is nothing, on a day like today,

But if you do that you'll be missing the world,
because it doesn't stop turning, whatever you heard...

you have to get up get out and get gone....
you have to get up get out and get living....



so you know how it is, wake up feeling grey,
nothing  much to think and nothing much to say,
don't want to talk, don't want to try,
don't want to think don't want to know...

who what where when or why....

..
and seriously....I'm sure days like that seem like the end....but you know...they aren't....

so....when things get grey...

even a tiny splash of warm can help....

so don't be afraid to ask...or go seek it out....

because there's aways hope 

and things can change tomorrow.  

and yeah....it hurts.....but it doesn't have to.  

peace and love....and feeling the grey.....to feel the yellow again....

#thecure